emptyyinsider:

Crying so hard over someone who probably doesn’t give a shit about you anymore. I’m dead to you, I’m nothing but a piece of shit. I know it.

This is so relevant. I can’t help but cry my eyes out, I’m not sure whats wrong with me or whats bothering me. All I know is I’m a fucking disappointment and a mistake. 

(Source: bartelsam)

I can’t be bothered with anyone anymore, like really. Fuck you and fuck everything. 　I’m not important enough, sorry then. 

God I’m so fucking pissed and I don’t knowwhy. I hate everything, fuck man.

I’ve been pushing everyone away, I feel like I hate everything and everyone.

I know I may not be perfect or close to it, doesn’t give you any right to push me around and bring me down to my weakest. I know you love me and all, and your my mother but it doesn’t feel like it. It never does. I ask for simple things, perhaps things I take for granted. Maybe I’m spoilt, but does this mean you can hurt me? 

Make me feel like I’m absolutely nothing, useless, a failure or a disappointment. These own words have came out of your mouth, these words broke me down and hurt me. Words shouldn’t concern me, it’s just I had enough of your fucking bull shit. 

I’m moving out you whore.

I love you, k bye.

I never expected to have such a major break down causing me to drop down and start crying. At my weakest I broke down and questioned my existence. I’m fine, perfectly fine. I miss you and hope to see you soon. 

I didn’t have to fall in love with you, but I did and I’m glad.

I’m actually happy with my life and enjoying everyone’s company, I don’t need a relationship to really make me happy. I’m perfectly fine.