Anonymous asked: You are stunning, you will find someone to love you the way you deserve to be loved :) Its just a matter of you loving them back, and continuing to love them, silly-girl-that-gets-bored-too-quick haha

Haha, thanks. Thats super sweet though. I know someone out there will be good to me and I’ll love them unconditionally. :’)

Anonymous asked: Besides all your problems and stuff, what you did was very inconsiderated, and yes your right you left him alone and things fell apart. he was generally interested and you, and just maybe cause you hear a few rumours about him you throw him out like garbage ? he deserves a properly apology from you. Fucking shallow that you believe anything people tell you, he is actually an amazing person. You never deserved him.

I had no problems at all. I actually had no excuse. The main reason was boredom and I slowly became uninterested in him. I’m being honest right now. I liked him at the start and when I slowly confessed or brought ‘feelings up’ he became all defensive that he didn’t want a relationship yet or anytime soon. I got scared and locked up my feelings and completely lost them as quickly as possible. It was a few rumors but I didn’t want any drama and quite frankly I didn’t care if all the rumors were true or not. 

I should apologized to him? Yes I should have. But doesn’t he owe me a apology? We should of just had a decent talk right before he stirs up trouble. Friends got involve and I don’t want any violence right now. I’m loving life and don’t need shit in my life. 

I don’t know who you are or what you are trying to prove. But if Elias has a problem with me, tell him to confront me about it. 

Anonymous asked: c&z :)

C. WHO I LIKE AND WHY I LIKE THEM.

Not gonna say but I like him because I can see him treat me right and I see a serious relationship with him one day. 

Z. HOW ARE YOU

I’m really good and yourself? 

Anonymous asked: How could you just be a bitch , and just ditch someone cause you get bored ? don't you realise you hurt people ? fuck you for hurting my friend

Are you referring to Elias? Or someone else? If so I’m sorry I hurt your friend or if this is about someone else. I can’t keep up with everything at once. It was wrong for me to suddenly stop talking to him or snob him and to make it worse I never had a decent reason why I did all of those things. All I could say was ‘Sorry, I’m too lazy to reply’ or ‘Cbf’, I know I should of explained things to him. 

I don’t like keeping a lot of people in my life, I don’t need to waste my time and effort on people who I don’t need in my life desperately. As with Elias, I just lost all feelings for him as I released hat he wasn’t my ‘type’. Why is that? I don’t know, I heard stuff about him and it put me off. That was cruel of me not to tell him I just wanted to stop things, I’m bad at ‘serious’ talks. I choose to leave things and hope they fall apart on its own. 

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You can call me a bitch, slut, player and whatever you can think of. But I never EVER intentionally meant to hurt him or anyone else in any way. 

Anonymous asked: its ok then not like it matters anyway

Does your name have a ‘L’

Anonymous asked: Yeah what about him

You said Chau? What about him? You mentioned him first, I’m lost and confused.

Anonymous asked: chau

What about Chau? 

Anonymous asked: you're bad!

How am I bad?

Anonymous asked: nothing.

Nothing what? I don’t know which anon you are.

Anonymous asked: lalalala lol

What?

Anonymous asked: Get off the pills everytime i see you you are drug fucked

I’ve been clean for two weeks and every single time I’ve been taking them, doesn’t hit me Anymore

Anonymous asked: arent

Then man up and tell me who you are. 

Anonymous asked: What about last weekend? (Recently)

Haha I went District 1